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August 2009 September 2009 October 2009 December 2009 January 2010 February 2010 April 2010 May 2010 June 2010 September 2010
If dance could free her, she would have been free long ago. But it's not enough. Because she can't feel weightless yet.
I HATE YOU BITCH. I HATE YOU. YOU'RE SO FUCKING FAT.I HATE YOU.the worst part is,you're me.
i just want to be happy.i just want to stop feeling lonely.i just want to be contented.but.it's not possible.it's very hard not to cry.it's very hard to control my urge to reach out and eat and eat and eat and eat until i'm going to explode everytime i feel sad.and then.run and lock myself up in the toilet just to get rid of everything i just ate.it's hard to look in the mirror after i'm done,stare right into my own bloodshot eyes.see that wretched haunted look in my own eyes.It's hard.It's me.
Dear life.I have decided to attack you again.From today onwards, I will start.Because they told me,The beginning is always the hardest,Stay strong.So Stay strong.And hold on,Happiness is somewhere near.
I hate it when I sound like a lovesick idiot.Because it's so damned immature and annoying. I am ready to hate myself now.Maybe that's why I hate eating at the moment.Self-destruction.Oh dear, what a pathetic way. But then again, pathetic ways were meant for pathetic people.Argh I hate the way I sound even in this post. Pathetic and sappy. Gosh.
I am a hungry fool, filled with angst. I don't know what to do.I am ):I think I caught the teenager's angst bug.Oh dear me, dear me.Sorrow makes me full and empty all at once.I thought I was alright already, I thought I was all better.What now?
I can't stand it! I want to get out of my own head. I want to stop thinking. I'm stuck. Trapped. I'm going mad.I'm desperate. I'm trapped. I can't take it anymore. It's really suffocating me! I can't take it!
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