Anorexia has finally set in.
Today.
I'm feeling dizzy, yes and this is one of the effects of not eating. But other than that, I'm feeling fine. And I'm mugging now. (surprise surprise). I'm quite put off by food. Even oranges. I don't know if that's good or bad. Oh and I've stopped feeling hungry because my body has already started to realise it isn't getting food so, not hungry anymore.
I was supposed to water fast today, but I didn't. Oh well. I have to do the seven day diet first if I want to water fast. But water fasting, I don't think I can. One day with no food and just water? If I succeed, totally wow.
What I ate.
Uhm ok my mom forced like milo down my throat for breakfast but apparently that didn't work because I didn't drink like 1/5 of it. Lunch was ok I admit. I ate lunch. I couldn't take it and I lost control. Then I felt so angry and frustrated with myself. So I pretty much puked up everything again. Lunch was KFC. Ohmy fatteningness. Sigh. Then in the afternoon I drank like ice lemon tea. But I guess it's not too bad because I drank only one cup. Right?? How many calories does it have anyway! Dinner's coming. I don't know if I will keep it down. Oh dinner is now. Okay I'll find some way to ...
I don't know.
Ahh I'll come back to finish off this post.