Next week comes the hardest week of starvation. Because I'm at home. thanks ah.
Sigh.
This three days will have to be crash liquid fast, I think. No can't. Have training.
Tomorrow:
Coffee coffee coffee all the way til lunch.
Lunch shall beeeeeee: I have no idea. I'll make it minimum I guess.
Dinner: The stupidest part because parents will always feed you like pigs. =.= Somehow I can get by this. I assume. Like monday's dinner haha apple. :D
Thurs:
Coffee all the way til dinnerrrrrr!
No lunch :D can't have lunch cos no time anyway.
Dinner: Something I guess. at least I can eat so they won't NAG.
Friday:
I shall liquid fast. I hope.
Coffeeee, miloooo, and whatever else that strikes me.
Dinner: Aiya. Something lah. I can always escape hah.
Okayys that's about it.
=)
I'm an angry person successfully trapped by my own anger. And my own tears. And myself.
Shit. Mustn't cry. I won't let them see me cry. Cannot let it happen.
I love you people so don't make me hurt you and then cry. please.
When I tell you I don't want to eat, stop making me eat. Stop. Because it's hurting me, and not just me, it's hurting you.