welcome to my sick obession. Welcome to where I feel most at home, most loved.
Welcome to where, I am faultless.
Okay.
Stop talking to me about my weight it pisses me off.
Stop telling me to eat, it pisses me off.
Stop picking on me, and my size, and my weight. It really really pisses me off.
The height is somewhat fine. The weight, is not.
I like this.
I can't live without hating food.
I can't live without the guilt.
It's too late.
It's part of me.
But,
I wasn't born wanting to be thin, I was taught to crave for it.