There are times in life when I actually stop and somehow something pricks me in my mind and I jerk awake and wonder, Am I actually doing the right thing? Is anorexia right? Then I actually eat normally for once but after that it just kicks in again and everything that may be actually right or wrong just falls away from me and ana is my best friend once again.
I'm having doubts about this week.
Someone tell me I'm right.
Someone please help me!
Stay strong, Cling on.
Live your dream.
One last breath, before everything falls away.
Starvation. let's go.
I broke fast. I am pissed.