TIME TO CHANGE. =)
UH.
i'm supposed to recover from ana. BUT. i'm very scared. Ive got no support. And.. I'm afraid that without ana I'll grow fat. i only decided to recover cos yesterday's very severe bout of puking caused me 24 hours of chest pain. like ohgawsh. Absurdity right?
Today was sheer coincidence. But anyway. i was contemplating on what the heck to do then.
yeah well.
argh!
Otherwise I'll kill myself tryin to be thin. I AM NEVER THIN wth this is sooo frustrating. I hate this side of me. i wish I never existed this way. I want to be just me. the other me i mean, happy and AVERAGE. gawsh.