Hands rush about, typing hurriedly on the keyboard, writing.
Brain is thinking.
FAT ME FAT ME FAT ME. yes I am fat.
Damn. I am still fat.
Yes damn it yesterday when I went cycling with alvin and the rest I was like SHIT i am fat. I wanted to run away and hide. My legs are fat, waist is fat and wide. CRAP.
I need some encouragement. Motivation.