HI GUYS. today is WEIGHING DAY..!!!
Firstly, the past five days have been really amazing. Camp was fun fun and more fun and of course I learnt so much. I've met new people and I've really enjoyed bonding with my camp group. I met melody and dillon and lionel and madeline. But I think lionel stands out because of the attention he gives to me and how he managed to change my impression of him within a day. From quiet to like crazy.
But he'll never be my boyfriend because I don't want a boyfriend who is skinner than me because then i'll look like a hopeless fat cow cow cow.......!
Anyway sometimes I skipped dinner, other times I threw away my food after a couple of mouthfuls. One look at lionel and I feel so full and fat. He's seriously thin but amazingly, has muscles. O: the night walk with him was insane man. OK ENOUGH. the main point is the weighing results.
Five days of starving, or rather semi-starvation.
14 Dec - 88 pounds (40kg)
19 Dec - 86.02 pounds (39.1kg)
:D five days. It's quite ok I guess, seeing that it took me much longer to lose that amount last time.
I WILL STRIVE TO BE THINNER.
stay strong XX.
(COFFEE NOW PLEASE!)