I'll never be perfect right.
I'll never be normal.
I'll never learn to live with the pain.
I'll never be happy with myself.
I'll never be like the rest.
I'll never be well again.
I'll be stuck in this illness forever.
I'll be unhappy forever.
So I might as well,
Go with the flow.
Resign myself to my own fate.
Quit fighting back, quit being a stubborn loser.
I'll just,
starve and starve.
Binge and binge.
Purge and purge.
Live with the pain,
Live like I'm insane.
Live with the desperation for help.
Live with the loneliness.
Live,
Like I'm going to live forever,
But I know I'm dying inside.
It's so unfair.